The scream of butterflies
It is like a desert where time isn’t told by clocks
it is like the crevice for the jailer to peer into a cell
it is why the birds, to me, have no name
it is the cause of my timid disruptions
it is the cause of my fallen kingdoms
It is not a creature known to human heart
that remains unmentioned amid my words.
in this land that is not even my own
in this land where proud Palm Readers tell fortunes
(I might say that Serbia is a witchly soil
but there is no magic inside it)
Can I even be alive?
within the poem that screams while singing
(a witchly silence)
me, a flower studded in silence
If I have to die here
leave me to open up in silence
I, a strained water
I, a chained tree
I, a shepherdess in the witch forest
I, the mutes well of
a dying swath or mad, screaming butterflies
Bitterness? Or purity?
and useless experience
you have set in stone my human loneliness
Let us out of here, miss S! ..!!!! (scream of butterflies)
let us fly through
your sullen azure arch
we’ll celebrate you as a jailer
on the 25thanniversary of your hammer – existence, scavenger
we will glorify you, we… we, the winged corpses in the pit.
This night of torture
this dawn of tamed passion
this heartbreak soil.